Oh The Moods
For fear you think I have a wonderfully perfect marriage and a husband who is always supportive and loving and helpful… it’s been one of those days.
You know, I may actually feel sorry for Den when I’m pregnant. I can only imagine the moodswings I’ll have when I’m hopped up on all those pregnancy hormones. I’m bad enough when I’m not. Plus I’m overtired today (fell asleep at 2am, was woken up at 5:30 by my sweet little girl who apparently can’t tell the time yet – or else she’s practicing for the time change) and that’s not helping. Oh yes. Pregnant, and then later always overtired due to newborn… I can only imagine the temper fits I’m going to have.
(Feeling extremely irritated tonight over some small yet very irritating things. I had a temper tantrum earlier and only barely restrained myself from yelling at Darling Hubby. Grrrrrr.)
I’m sorry about the mood swings. I wish there was something I could say or do to make it better but I guess all I can do is let you know you can talk to me if you need to vent. :(
I just started with the whole Clomid thing so I haven’t seen the worst of it yet. I am trying to prepare myself – like hoping for the best but being ready for the worst. It’s like a Jack In The Box when you’re just waiting for the inevitable.
I told DH that when I begin to feel irritable or whatever, I am going to lock myself in the bedroom and he is not to interrupt me for ANY reason (unless he hears a loud thump and I don’t respond). LOL