A Bad Surgery
Well for all that I’m feeling calm and collected about the surgery in my waking concious life, apparently my dreams tell a different story. I had a crappy one last night about the surgery. It was just horrible… I get there and the nurse arrives (and she was mean)… and then I realize I’d been eating, I’d forgotten not to eat. As is usual for my bad dreams there was a lot of crying on my part. I kept saying they couldn’t do the surgery, but they took me in back anyways and did something to me to “empty me out”. While held down. Much more crying.
That’s all I really remember from the dream. I hate my brain for giving me these crappy dreams like this sometimes.
(I’m still not concerned about the real surgery though, because I know it won’t be anything like the dream!)
What a nightmare! I hate when our subconscious mind plays tricks on us.
I looked up the meaning of a surgery dream and it says that it represents healing and a “wish to reestablish your well-being”. A painful surgery represents conflict and that “there is a problem that hurts”. Very interesting…it could just be your insecurities about the lap and the IVF coming through. I found those meanings to be totally accurate though.