Freak Out
Belly ache of unknown location, when combined with the continued bleeding, will lead me to “OMGWTF the end is near!!” I spent the morning panicking completely.
However the “ache” has turned into a very concentrated, bubbly kind of pain just below my belly button and I’m now thinking gas pain, or at least some kind of intestinal issue. Probably pressing against my right ovary (since that is aching, too). It’s definitely not normal cramps. I mean, it could be cramps that I’m not used to… but it doesn’t feel like cramps anymore.
But still. Could my body PLEASE give me a fucking break. I’m not sure how I’m going to make it to tomorrow’s appointment. I may end up having a spectacular mental breakdown before then.
*big hug*
Wishing time would go really fast for you.
You are always in my prayers! I hope that tomorrow gets here as fast as possible for you!
If I could take you out to go do something I would!! Just to take your mind off things for a while. So for now, I’ll just pray for your sanity, and a beautiful heartbeat tomorrow!
I’m keeping my fingers crossed that it’s just gas. And I’m hoping somehow time will speed up between now and tomorrow. Are there any movies you want to see or any other mindless things you can lose yourself in for a while to help the time pass?
I don’t want to freak you out more, but keep an eye on the pain to make sure it’s not appendicitis. I had that last summer and it started with nausea and ended with severe pain on the right side (pain that meant I couldn’t stand up straight and could hardly walk). My clue to go to the hospital was when I got a fever. It develops quickly, so this isn’t something you’ll have to keep worrying about for days.
In the meantime, I’ll hope it’s gas!
Kristen, if it gets more painful I’ll definitely go in… there’s also in my head the fear of an ectopic. But the pain has moved and I feel bloated as all hell. So I’m calming down a little now. But I was close to calling in when it was really hurting.
Are you having any shoulder pain? I’ve heard shoulder pain can be associated with a tubal pregnancy. You didn’t mention that so I am guessing it may be gas. I had horrible doubled-over gas pains with both pregnancies. This pregnancy it brought me to my knees in the kitchen. If you get into a tight ball, will that help the pain go away?
I am reading your twitter messages…I can’t believe it. I am so very, very sorry. Praying for you and your husband and for the coming surgery.
Hugs,
Shannon
omfg…i am sooo sooo sooooo soooooooooooooo sorry…when you get ivf don’t they insert the egg in the uterus??? not the falopian tube??? i’m sooo confused but wow thats nuts hunni