Don’t know what to think anymore
The bubbly ache has changed again, now it feels like my belly is being squeezed. Not hard… just… lightly. Like a giant balloon. I feel bloated, round. I feel tender. I feel pressure.
And I realized it’s freaking me out a lot because it feels way too similar to my early labor pains. Except, my uterus isn’t up that high. It’s most tender/full just below my belly button – my uterus is somewhere down in my pelvic bone still. But, still…. the similarity in feeling is really really unnerving me.
I came home and wept into my pillow. I feel so devoid of emotion… anything other than fear. Fear that this is over. Fear that I will wake up to much more blood. Fear that we will be back to square one again, will have to scratch my name off lists, will have to take down all my joyful things and pack away my heart.
Can you go somewhere for an u/s tonight?
Please go right to the ER. You could have a tubal pregnancy, which can be life threatening.
I agree with the previous comment, please go to hospital, if for nothing else than to ease your mind.
I’m following your blog religiously and am heartbroken at the moment.
I really want this to happen for you. Really really really.
Please go to hospital.
S X
I hope this gets easier for you sooner rather than later!
I agree with previous comments! The ER would probably ease your mind.
In response to the previous commenters…I thought you had an FET. I don’t think it could be a tubal pregnancy since the embryo was placed in your uterus. Fingers crossed that all is OK.
okay i posted on another post but does this mean you got pregnant on your own…???? i am still soo sorry this had to haqppen to you