More WTF.
I feel wicked bloated, crampy, upset stomach… and the bleeding has stopped. To be honest I’m a little afraid to move for fear of dislodging more blood, as stupid and illogical as that may be. At this point I have absolutely no clue if the cramps mean miscarriage or pregancy. That’s a funny trick of nature. (Ha ha, I’m really laughing.)
I removed all my tickers. I had a really, really good cry (about something else, funny enough). So now I think I’m pretty drained and just am going to hunker down for a few days until my betas.
This whole thing has felt so touch-and-go from the start. I don’t know what I expected the second time around, but I know I didn’t expect this crap.
I am sorry things are so tough for you, and am sitting with you in this difficult and confusing time.
I so very much want this to work out for you and Den. Thinking of you today.
*hugs*
Burning a candle. Right now. This just has got to work for you otherwise I’m going to be mad as hell at this universe for months on end … I swear.
*shakes fist to whatever it is that is up there*
I’m sorry this is so up and down. I have no advice, but I’m hoping so much for the best for you.
Hang in there hun *hug*
I’m sending all of my positive thoughts your way! SO unfair that you have to go through this!! And it is not crazy or illogical to not want to move and dislodge more blood! The heaviness in your abdomen is a good sign though. I know everyone is different, but when I had my “chemical” I knew when it was gone, though the tests still said pregnant, when I didn’t have that heaviness. And I also spotted and had red blood. Thinking of you!!
It’s okay. We’re here for you.
*hug* Hang in there, sweetie.
xxx
*hugs* It ain’t over til it’s over. hang in!
Thinking of you.
Holding on with you.
Hoping and praying for you and Den.
HUGS Natalie…if it helps you at all I had severe cramping and premenstral symptoms with both of my successful pregnancies…I even had a little bleeding with my son. I cramped my entire pregnancies.
I’m thinking of you and praying this pregnancy works out. HUGS!
I am so sorry to hear this… I had a good amount of brown blood at around 6 weeks for about 3 days and then it disappeared as quickly as it started. I was so terrified at my 8wk ultrasound that they would tell me something was wrong, but everything was fine and hoping it stays that way. I am hoping for the best for you, you will be in my thoughts!!
Hanging in there with you, Nat. <3
i don’t know if this helps or makes it worse but i, too, cramped and bled with my pregnancy.(turned out fine) i am thinking of you and praying that it sticks!
HUGS Natalie! I’m going to be sending you good thoughts tonight! It’s not over until someone shows you a 0 HCG count!
*hugs* I’m hoping for the best for you. The waiting really, really sucks.
Not knowing is really awful. Hang in there!
I’m so sorry! The waitina dn the what if’s are what hurt the most!