Hope
I’m starting to feel hopeful again… playing over “what-if”s and “what-could-be”s in my head. I don’t like it. I know that doing this over and over again without any hope would be pretty pointless, but I wish I could just block it out completely while I am waiting. There is simply no point to it and I am tired of being hurt.
It’s inevitable. (((HUGS))
I know that feeling of wanting not to want…I say hold onto hope because hopelessness is a dark, cold cavern that is hard to climb out of.
Taking up new hobbies to get your mind off it can be fun (like I have ever done that- I just sit and obsess). If you are still traveling, then hopefully you have a lot of people and things to keep you distracted so that the wait is fast.
I’ll keep my fingers crossed in the meantime.
Are you going to do an HPT?