This is really frustrating. I’m really quite hungry, I had a hot dog for early dinner and nothing much else since but a small little cup of applesauce. But I’m feeling such nausea that I don’t think attempting to eat would be at all a good thing. :( I really want to be able to eat!

All I’ve eaten today, besides the hot dog and applesauce, was a tiny couple-bites of Den’s beef sandwich, a bowl of cereal for breakfast, and a handful of cashews mid-day.

I’m trying, baby! I’m trying to give you the food you need! But you’re making it really difficult for me.

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Mel posted about a cookbook that’s helping her feed good things to her very picky son: Deceptively Delicious. I’m honestly thinking of buying it… for myself. I really dislike most veggies, even though I know they’re good for me. And pancakes sounds really good right now. ;) Even sweet potato pancakes. (Actually… that sounds REALLY good right now.)

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Know what tastes good? Toast. With jam. I’m eating a ton of that right now. White bread – I was buying only whole grain bread, because that’s what DH prefers, but I found I really wasn’t eating any sandwiches or anything with bread. I bought a loaf of white and went through it in less than a week. So clearly, even though white bread isn’t as good for me, at least I’ll eat it. And white bread toast, with butter to make it soft and yummy and Smuckers seedless strawberry jam on top? Truly, truly delicious. Nutrition value? Questionable. But it goes down, it stays down, it tastes good… and right now I’ll take any calories. I even ate the end slice. I never, ever eat the end slice. Ever.