I had a crappy dream last night. First half of the dream I end up in this hospital/delivery place and I’m having contrations sort of and they’re all set to deliver me, but the contractions stop. So they say they’ll induce me next week on my due date. And that’s when I realize I’m only 20 weeks along, not 40, and I’m trying to convince them that they can’t induce me.

The second half of the dream was much worse. I’m back at the same place, and they tell me the baby has no heartbeat. :( It was just… terrible. They’re trying to figure out how to get me pregnant again, and I was just totally upset.

I woke up with my hand protectively on my stomach, as if to make sure it was still there. I am so glad I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow – I sure hope she tries to hear the heartbeat with a doppler. I really really want to hear that heartbeat right now.