I have an interesting situation coming up. My mom is planning to come visit us in July, which I am very excited about! I am really hoping my dad comes too, but if he doesn’t… well. We’ll just have to make do. (I am worried about dealing with my mother alone for a whole week though. She and I tend to “clash” when living in the same space together. Needless to say we get along FAR better now that I’ve moved away.) Due to our anniversary vacation and Den’s business trip in August we only have a narrow window of 2 weeks in which she can come visit. Which week she comes will be dependent on her schedule as well.

The problem is that within those two weeks will be my beta. And all I can picture is finding out that our second IVF didn’t work and then having to deal with my mother when all I want to do is stay in bed and cry. Not that my mother doesn’t know what we’re going through – she’s honestly very supportive of us and would really try hard to comfort me. But generally that’s the problem: she tries too hard. And I’m the kind of person who will simply lock myself in a room and bawl for a few hours alone. Maybe she’d understand, maybe she wouldn’t… I don’t know.

So that shall be interesting. Hopefully she comes the first week… which should be right after our transfer (possibly during our transfer, but I am unconcerned about that), during our 2 week wait. That would be a very good way to keep my mind off of things.

In any case there is really not much I can do about it, I don’t know exactly which week my beta will fall so it’ll simply be luck of the draw.

Plans are still on for Six Flags tomorrow. I will be having a very good time not working.