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I tested.
It was negative.
I think I’m in shock. I really thought this time would be different. Really really thought it would be different. I don’t feel much of anything right now…
From hopeful TTC, through infertility, IVF and the resulting pregnancy, this became a journal through grief and trying again after the loss of our first son, Devin, at 36 weeks. After multiple more IVF cycles we got pregnant with our second child, a little girl born healthy and alive in May of 2010. Our third child, a most unexpected surprise baby girl, was just born in June 2012!
I’m so, so sorry. I woke up this morning and couldn’t wait to get to my computer to see your post, I too thought this was your month. My heart is breaking for you…
I just don’t want to believe it. Is it possible that the test isn’t sensitive enough? I really believed this was it for you guys. I’m so sorry. I don’t know what to say except that I am here for you. Great big huge hugs. *cry* XOXOXO
Oh no. I am so, so, so sorry.
so sorry. leigh
I am so sorry. Sending you a hug.