Relaxing Doesn't Make Babies

What happens when you stop thinking for two seconds

May 8, 2007 — 2:24 am

I feel like a complete idiot for saying this, but my period will not be coming tomorrow. Tonight while chatting to den before bed I took my pills… and didn’t realize until hours later (just now) that I took a birth control pill. Which I wasn’t supposed to take. Stupid stupid!! This isn’t going to screw anything up…. well other than making me wait a day longer than I wanted to wait… but I feel like an idiot anyways. Pills are now hidden to prevent a repeat performance. (That’s what I get for having too many pills every day… celexa, prenatal, birth control. It becomes routine.)

I’ve been doing the Great Cloth Diaper Hunt. I am, needless to say, obsessed. Not that I actually think I’ll win anything… winning a prize is literally luck of the draw and I absolutely suck at anything that requires luck in lieu of skill. (Just look at this baby-making thing.) Though just today I realized that worst-case scenario would be NOT getting pregnant and then finding out I actually won a bunch of diapers.

I ordered more cloth pads. You know, for the period that’s going to be late. I’m ordering a little of this, a little of that. See what I like. Maybe sell the rest, not sure. I’ll still need pads after having a baby, that’s for sure. So far I’m not 100% happy with anything I’ve found online to purchase… I’m thinking of experimenting with some fabric myself. Just need to find some absorbant hemp to purchase. Hmmm. Might have to make a trip to the fabric store… and dust off the sewing machine. (And before you ask – yes, I can sew, LOL. I just don’t do it very often. I really should though.)

Now to see if I can sleep while feeling like a moron.

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