Directionless
Finished my last clomid pills. Been having some wicked hot flashes tonight… I’ve torn off my sweatshirt no less than three times in the past two hours I’ve been sitting here. Grugh. Minor annoyance, though – I continue to have no other symptoms to speak of. Well, I have another headache starting, but unfortunately those were common before the clomid.
Someone on one of my forums does psychic readings/reiki/tarot. Normally I don’t put much weight in that sort of thing – I’m too much of an athiest. But I’ve had SO many girls on that forum talking about readings that were right. She offers one free reading, so I’ve asked her about my pregnancy situation (or non-situation). I’m actually considering paying for a full reading. I feel like I’m just kind of drifting in life right now and… well most of all I just need some reassurance. Reassurance that we will get pregnant sometime this year… that I won’t have to hurt much longer. And some direction on my freelancing and part-time job would be nice, too.
