I’m in a decent amount of pain tonight. I worked all day cleaning – which involved a lot of crouching down. Which hurts my knees, and apparently works calf muscles that never get worked. Cause ow. Achy.

But the weirder, more prominent pain is in my stomach/uterus – I really can’t tell which. When I got home I felt really tender in my lower abs, both sides, just inside of the hips. And then after I ate dinner I got up to go pee and nearly doubled over with a shock of pain right through the center. I don’t know what the hell that was. I carefully walked to the bathroom, still feeling twinges of pain, and peed. Now it feels okay – but still tender. WTF? I hope this isn’t some new infection like another UTI. That would piss me off. I get wicked bad gas cramps frequently, but this was different from that.

In other news, there is no news. Den called me at work today and I started getting nervous and excited, waiting for the test results. But instead he only had called to talk to me about picking up our new bed – which is exciting, but not the damn test results. Do many labs take over a week and a half to get SA results back to you?? This waiting is killing me. When I answered my phone I was unsure what to expect. I guess a big part of me is expecting Den to say, “It’s bad news.” I really do expect that. And yet I fully accept that he could tell me everything is perfectly normal.

I’m so tired tonight. So, so tired.