Sometimes I am REALLY dense
Den: “So how are you feeling hon?”
Me: “Fine, I guess. I’m fine.”
Den: “I saw it earlier today…”
Me: “Yeah. Wait, saw what?” (thinking he’s talking about the blog post about my coworker or something?)
Den: “Yeah, I saw it in the trash. I didn’t mean to, but I went to throw something away…”
Me: “The trash???” (Now utterly confused. A piece of paper or something? WTF is he babbling about?)
Den: “So, not good news huh?”
Me: (LIGHTBULB: He’s talking about the negative HPT I threw in the trash this morning and didn’t bother telling him about!!) “Ooohhhhhh. No. Not good.”
We have a standing agreement, that if it’s good news I wake him up to tell him, but if it’s bad news I don’t bother mentioning it. He’s never really sure when I’m going to test, either. But with so much other shit going on I actually forgot that I hadn’t already talked to him about it.
Ugh! This really sucks Nat. What about re-testing on Thursday? *Hugs*
aww hunny…could it be too early still??? any pms symptoms? no symptoms is somewhat good for now right??? I’m really keeping my fingers crossed for you…maybe tomorrow..you know (of course i didnt go through ivf) but it took me 2 weeks past my expected period to finally get a pos test…it’s soo stressful to get pregnant
stupid peeing on a stick..:S
It could be too early, but I feel nothing at all. And this is 13dpo, so really, it’s not all that early. But I guess anything’s possible… I’m just not banking on it. :/
It’s not over yet, though, right?
im still keeping you in my thoughts and hope…(i know you dont do the prayers…i dont pray either..just think) so i am keeping my fingers crossed…and toes too…extra luck maybe???
btw i posted on another of your blog wondering if you had facebook
I will hope it was too early… when is your beta supposed to be? I’ve lost track of the days.
Cynthia – It’s hard to give that info when you don’t leave your email. ;)
i sent u a contact me message:) I left my email in there for you
Stupid stick. I’m sorry it wasn’t good news.
i still shudder when i see pregnancy tests.
I’m sorry. That’s sucky.
stupid tests. still holding out hope for you!
Aw Natalie, I am so sorry. I really am. Haven’t given up yet though. Still clinging to hope for you. If I prayed, I would pray for you.
Fuck.
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I did NOT want to read this. I’m sure you didn’t want to write it either. I keep going back to what you said..the 50/50 chance. That calms me down…does it help for you? Or is it hard to hold on to that? I’m sorry, Natalie.
I’m sorry. How early is it?
Nat,,
I usually dont comment much but i have been following your journey since your loss. I am very sorry for the negative but i think it is still early. Would you mind adding me to your facebook? My email is daniellevalliusa@hotmail.com…I also live in MA, i am in the Boston area though, lol.
Ugh – still holding out hope for you Nat.