Another Month Ended
I so called it. I felt gassy all day, and near the end of the day I just felt that… feeling. That heavy feeling. Sure enough, 10pm and I have a lot of red spotting. AF will be here in the morning.
I feel so heavy and sad. I just sat here in bed for a few minutes, staring at nothing, until Den came in to tell me my mom had called him (I’d not picked up when she’d called me). It’s just like… like I’m playing russian roulette. Every spin you hope, but you know in your heart you’re not going to win the jackpot.
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