Wow
It’s kind of reassuring that, despite what I am dealing with and what I have been through, I am still far less screwed up than many other people. In fact, I think I’m coping remarkably well for the shit hand I’ve been dealt so far. Depression and anxiety, infertility, child loss… and I’m still functional.
And here I used to think I was the messed up one.

You’re absolutely right – you’re coping remarkably. Many would give just about anything for an ounce of your strength.
You’re more than functional, I’d say!
Yea I have always thought that about you. Okay well always started back in March when I began reading your blog but I am pretty sure you were the same person all along :)