Relaxing Doesn't Make Babies

Natalie
From hopeful TTC, through infertility, IVF and the resulting pregnancy, this became a journal through grief and trying again after the loss of our first son, Devin, at 36 weeks. After multiple more IVF cycles we got pregnant with our second child, a little girl born healthy and alive in May of 2010. Our third child, a most unexpected surprise baby girl, was just born in June 2012!

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Crap

September 20, 2008 — 9:09 pm

Overtired + stress + past babyloss = imminent mental breakdown.

On the verge of tears all day today. Stupid things going wrong, little issues, but me, I’m not holding up too well. Showed up at a birthday party just about ready to cry. Why? Dunno. When MIL asked me how I was doing I welled up and stammered something about how I haven’t been doing good this week.

Sucks.

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One response to “Crap”

Aunt Becky says:

September 20, 2008 at 9:47 pm

*hugs*

Sorry, Nat. I wish I could make all the bad days go away.