From hopeful TTC, through infertility, IVF and the resulting pregnancy, this became a journal through grief and trying again after the loss of our first son, Devin, at 36 weeks. After multiple more IVF cycles we got pregnant with our second child, a little girl born healthy and alive in May of 2010. Our third child, a most unexpected surprise baby girl, was just born in June 2012!
Wow…I keep picturing her sobbing on her babies chest before she let her go. I have no clue how you are able to handle this tragedy the way you are. But I admire you…anyone that has to go through what you have been though is one tough cookie. I hope good things to come you in the future and if you dont mind, I want to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Ive kept up on your blog since I heard about it through the maternity forum on MedHelp and my heart just aches for you. Ive lost several babies including one at 5 months, so I can see where are you hurting…Just not to the full extent of it I guess. I was given the option to have birth, but I opted out and had a DnC. I know you couldnt have done that and I know that is where we are different. Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you today. Hope you get better.
Amber