T-2 Days
One morning down, one more to go. These are definitely going to be the two hardest days of the entire process. I have been pretty much fine until now… but knowing that I could possibly test now, but refusing to… and knowing that my beta is only two days away… is going to drive me crazy.
I feel competely distracted. I’m here at work (cat place) today, where being distracted isn’t such a huge deal. But I have to go to my client’s tomorrow, and I just don’t know how I’m going to be able to function. I’m already all jittery because of the testing, but then I’m doing something new for the client that I’m not so certain is good enough, so that’s making me even more stressed out. I just hope hope hope everything goes really well tomorrow, or at least goes same as usual, nothing of note… or else I’m just going to burst into tears.
I feel on the edge today, as it is. I just want to nap to escape everything. I was going through the photos on my phone today, and I got to some of the old ones of my dog when she was a pup and I very very nearly started crying. Why? I don’t freaking know. Obviously I’m closer to the edge than I thought.
Shit. Just one more day to get through, right??
Cripes, and I am going to Schotland tomorrow without access to the net. Argh!!!!
I wanna know!!!
Sending you majorly many good vibes *and gosh know’s I’ve got tons to share at the moment!*
You mean I’m not supposed to sit here and obsess about my beta on Wednesday morning? Crap.
If only we lived near each other and could go play somewhere all day tomorrow.
Yeah, now that would be ideal! I hope work is enough of a distraction (and not too stressful).
Ly – If you lived in north america I’d txt you on your phone but I don’t even know if that works in europe from here?
No idea, but I’m sending you my number anyways!
:D
OH – hang on … I do have I-net tomorrownight (your tomorrow morning … we’ll be visiting relatives first. I’ll hack their computer if I have to :D)