More weirdness. I feel very, very strange. I still feel that funny pressured/heavy feeling in my abdomen. I feel like AF should be here any second, but there’s nothing. Yesterday I got more little bit of spotting, but that’s it again. This is very, very strange. This morning I even checked up by the cervix, I feel wet (which is also weird), but no spotting, no blood at all.

Some of the weirdness I can chaulk up to being my first normal cycle off the pill in quite some time. But I haven’t been on the pill exclusively, and I never get anything like this. I may get a very very short warning – like, I wake up feeling like AF will be here any second, I go running to the bathroom, and there it is. Either that or it just shows up when I’m sleeping or sometimes during the day, with no warning at all. So two days of spotting and feeling funny?? This is just weird.

Yesterday I had myself completely convinced this cycle was over. I wasn’t too sad about it – like Den said, this was our first month, there’s only a 20% chance of conceiving, and I was really looking forward to eating a good pink steak next week on our dinner out (I’m craving Chucks steak tips something fierce). But now I’m not so sure. I’m not going to test again, though, just wait. AF should arrive today or tomorrow at the latest. If it doesn’t, then something’s definitely up and I’ll test sunday…