Fears
I know it’s rediculous, but sometimes the last day or two I’ve caught myself thinking, Maybe I’m pregnant right now? I guess that hope never quite goes away, even at this stage.
I am feeling a little nervous about the IVF…. a little fear. Both fear of what I’m going to have to go through, and the fear of failure. I’ve gotten the trigger shots before and I know it’s not that big a deal really, but yet it is a big deal. And the thought of going through it and ending up with nothing just has me crying already. I have to focus on the cloth diapers and the baby gear and all the stuff that I will be using shortly… I have to believe that this is going to work.
you better not be preg, because if you recall the post you made about those nights you guys did it, you were all, wow its nice to just be relaxed and not worry about things. and so if you were preg, youd have to eat all your words about those goofs who tell you to “just relax” haha
although i have a feeling if you were preg right now, youd really not care much!
:D
OMG Erin you are so right. LOLOL There have been months before when I was thinking about that too. ;)
But you’re right… if I did end up pregnant I wouldn’t give a whoop!! December baby, the whole “just relax” fiasco… whatever…. I’d be pregnant!!! Woooot! lol
Well one can dream.
*hugs you lots*