Waiting Is The Worst Part
I test tomorrow morning. And I am so fricking nervous. I feel like I should have done in this morning when I thought about it, because at least then there was no lead-up. I napped all day to pass the time (and to keep warm), but now it’s closing on 9pm and I feel sick with anxiety. I don’t know what to expect, I don’t know if I should get my hopes up, I don’t know how I’m going to handle it if it’s negative again.
I just want to see that line. Please, please, let me see that little line. Make me believe again.
You aren’t getting pregnant until I do. That way, it’ll be easier to betroth our children to each other.
LOL Well let’s just do it right now then. :P (Get pregnant, I mean!) And besides, we’re having the boy (says Den) so he has to be older. :P Tee hee.
That’s fine, I have no problems with having a girl first. We’ll need another boy at some point to marry into Alicia’s family though. We can sort that out later.
LOL Yeah, I want a girl first though. :P So Den and I will have to duke it out. Or rather, his sperm will.
Good luck tomorrow Natalie!
i could /bonk you for not temping this month and letting me stalk your chart. curses!!
and luck of course!! :P
LOL Yeah… but I didn’t want to have that to obsess over either. Well, plus I just kept forgetting to grab my thermometer when I woke up, LOL.
Hey there. So sorry about your bfn. You’re so young and you’ve got lots of time to figure this out. The fact that the clomid worked so well is a really good sign too, so I’m really optimistic for you!