Last night Den said to me that this is the first month (cycle) where he’s felt hopeful, like we have a real chance. Before he was just so sure that his sperm were no good. If I’d known he felt that bad I would have pushed him to make the SA appointment earlier. :( I gave him the info months ago but never really pushed.

He patted my stomach gently and smiled. He told me that our baby was beginning right now. :) Of course I haven’t ovulated yet, so… that makes that rather difficult. But that will happen either today or tomorrow… so any sperm in there could be the ones that find the magic start button.

I really hope they find that magic button.