Happy
Last night I palpated my belly to see if I can feel my uterus yet – and I think this time I actually felt it! It’s still down very low and pretty deep, but I felt something that I didn’t feel last week. That put me in a happy glow as I fell asleep. It’s growing.
At work we all chit-chat about pregnancy now – of course with me being pregnant everyone talks about their experience and births and how sick they felt. It has always happened often – we’re an office of all women – and I always participated, but at the same time it was always a little hard for me. Today I just sat there as others were tossing stories back and forth and just felt happy. Not just included, because they’ve always included me, but able to participate mentally, emotionally.
In all the ways that this pregnancy has brought me anxiety and nerves, it has also brought me peace.
I remembering feeling like I wasn’t part of the club when women at work talked pregnancy and baby stuff. It was a source of anxiety.
I am glad you get a chance to truly sharing in that bonding of what makes us women. To more peaceful moments to follow.
I am so glad to hear you are happy! I hope it continues! Also, I gave you a blog award, check out my blog!
“In all the ways that this pregnancy has brought me anxiety and nerves, it has also brought me peace.”
so happy to hear that..
Peace is a good thing. I’m SO glad you have it, because you deserve it. I’m glad that you get to be fully included this time.
(hugs)
Just smiling at your happiness, sweetie.
Aw, that makes me happy! ;)