My chart totally sucks this month. My temps took a dive, but I don’t know if that could be caused by the AC or what. But at least people agree that I probably did ovulate, thanks to that one + OPK I got… at least I have that. My CM dried up too, so it’s a pretty good guess that I did ovulate.

I’m getting close to my expected arrival of AF. It snuck up on me. I’m getting very anxious about it, too. I tested two days ago, way too early. I haven’t taken any tests since because I just don’t expect anything and I don’t want to see any negatives again. I think I’ll test tomorrow. If I believed in god I’d be praying. I want it to be positive so bad. I want this to be the month.