Relaxing Doesn't Make Babies

Natalie
From hopeful TTC, through infertility, IVF and the resulting pregnancy, this became a journal through grief and trying again after the loss of our first son, Devin, at 36 weeks. After multiple more IVF cycles we got pregnant with our second child, a little girl born healthy and alive in May of 2010. Our third child, a most unexpected surprise baby girl, was just born in June 2012!

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Grouch

July 7, 2009 — 10:22 pm

I have not shaken the anxiety that is creeping around my head. It’s making me grouchy. Not much else to report, really.

Oh, other than the fact that my body is only sorta maybe considering doing some fertile CM, which means ovulation is not happening by CD18, which means I’m going to have to sit around bitching until I ovulate and then until AF, all the while knowing that this is delaying my IVF cycle. I knew this was going to happen, my body is all fucked up.

Comments (2)

2 responses to “Grouch”

Kel says:

July 7, 2009 at 10:37 pm

I so should take you to a spa or something.
Stacey says:

July 8, 2009 at 3:27 pm

Definitely you should go to the spa with Kel. :)

It’s the waiting – it makes us all anxious, and cranky. It makes me over-analyze everything.