I just don’t know what to do this month. I’m such an impatient person that I can’t stand the thought of waiting an extra month… waiting in between cycles is hard enough. And I hate the thought of wasting a chance. But on the other hand, when I wasn’t feeling this time-pressure I felt very strongly about not having a December baby. I just think of the holidays and how hectic they already are, and how travelling for my parents is going to be a bitch (if my due date was mid-december they’d probably be here for christmas – not saying that’s a bad thing, but that would be so overwhelming and they’d miss the traditional family christmas back home). Which all sounds silly, I’m sure, but hey it’s my mind, it thinks what it wants to, ha.