Relaxing Doesn't Make Babies

Wanting

March 5, 2006 — 8:21 pm

Well I’m starting to head over from wanting to be pregnant to wanting a baby. I see photos of those cute little faces and I just melt inside. I want one of those. I want to be able to hold him or her and love them, just like I do Zoe. Of course I still want to be pregnant. Not like I have a choice, kind of a required step. ;)

Sigh, but I’m getting worried. I know this is only our fourth month trying but I’ve heard so many stories about people getting pregnant on their first or second months trying. Den’s mom, our friends, relatives… except for Mat, she’s the only one I know of who had problems conceiving (and they were pretty serious problems). I just hope we’re just unlucky and that there’s not a serious problem with one of us. :(

Come on baby. Mom needs to be reassured here. I’ll be testing in a few days, so if you could at least just let me know you’re there, that would be really really great.

3 responses to “Wanting”

  1. Kel says:

    It’s funny, I had such an easy time and everyone I know had such a hard time … and here everyone YOU know had such an easy time and you’re having such a hard one. (Funny in an ironic sense, that is, not funny-ha-ha.) All in its own time, hon. And there are always other options, too, so there is still a lot of hope for a pregnancy – or adoption if all else fails! (Cause pregnancy is SUCH an enjoyable experience, I’m sure you’d HATE to miss out *cough*)

  2. jen says:

    you know – it just could be that you are missing your ovulation – or you didn’t this/that month
    hugs you

    – and glad to see that cough Kel – I was about to throttle you

  3. Kel says:

    *whistles innocently*