I just wanted to say…
I have been continually amazed by the support around me (us). On my forums, here in blogland… you all bring me to tears with how excited you get when things go good for me, and how upset you get when things go badly. It’s not just a bunch of people driving by to say “Well shucks, that sounds aweful.” I feel your love and support, your caring. And I thank you for it.
On two different forums I was a member of a due date group throughout my pregnancy. I have heard from other babyloss mamas on different forums that they often feel unceremoniously removed from their pregnancy group – even though they spent many months there. I am grateful to say that I absolutely do not feel like that. One of my groups just approached me to ask if it was alright if they used Devin’s picture in their little group siggie, that they want to include him and the other babies who were lost because it just didn’t feel right to leave them out. I really choked up. Thank you for not forgetting me. Thank you for not leaving us behind.
There are a lot of people out there who really can’t understand why I spend so much time online, and why on earth I would want to share private things online. They don’t get it at all. But look how rich in friends I am. Look how much support I have. It’s amazing.
I look forward more than anything to sharing my next pregnancy with you all – with my friends here in blogland and my friends on my forums.
Oh, and also, I don’t know if I ever mentioned it, but could the person/people who sent me this fabulous shirt let me know so I can properly thank them?? It was the perfect thing to wear to retrieval!

(Me after retrieval – tired, accomplished, and hopeful.)

i’m new here but i’ve been reading along for a while. just wanted to send you some more love and support from afar…. xoxo
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Amen!
I swear one of my favorite people in the world is a woman from my due date thread and we’ve still not met.
I can’t imagine my life without the internet!
I hope you continue to feel well through sunday!
Aww, Nat.
You are indeed one brave woman. . . .
Who cares if people don’t get it. Its working for y’all (and not hurting anyone else) so enjoy this time!
Awesome t-shirt, and I love the new hair. :)
*hugs* still here, still hoping with you!
You’re welcome :) And I totally love your hair!!
i agree..I have shared your blog with a few friends of mine and they..as well as me, cannot believe how strong you are…how strong you have been. You sure are one brave chick…and now it’s about time something beautiful happened for you guys! sending lotsa hugs
That is the best retrieval shirt ever…
found your site through another and i just want to let you know i’m sending prayers and good vibes your way. noone should have to go through what you have, there is a special place in heaven for you! you are such a strong woman and you WILL have a beautiful baby in your arms soon!!!
yea!!! here is to angry ovaries, lying on the couch, and waiting for your embies go grow, grow, grow!! what day is your transfer? my ER is monday. my ovaries are just a little upset…not angry, LOL. can i borrow some of that anger?
i got a call from the nurse at RE’s office, I have 13 follies between 1.6 and 2.0 on the right and 14 between 1.7 and 2.0 on the left. i have about 10 total teeny tiny follies too (around 1.0 I guess). i hope for ONE good embie too…my goal is 15 eggs. we will see.
i will be thinking of you and hoping for the best!! take it easy and don’t forget to keep us in the loop.
((hugs)) to you :)
Good luck, KC!! Hope you avoid this pain I’m in, lol. 15 eggs would be great!
OMG i can’t imagine how you must feel. i am sore but i told MC (my husband) about you (i have been talking about you for a long time now!!!) and he just looked at me and said “how is she not curled up into a little ball crying??” now, his perspective is me and i don’t tolerate pain well. ha ha!
so sunday is the day? wait–that is tomorrow!! yes. we will be pg buddies in no time! i cannot think of anyone i would rather share that journey with.
i am on twitter too!! i love it!!
((hugs)) but very soft hugs since you are so sore :)
What a sweet post. Can’t wait for the update tomorrow. Thinking of you…
I’m so glad that you have so much support, and that you can truly feel it. You’re so brave, and I’m so, so, SO excited for your transfer tomorrow.
I’m sending out every good thought I have into the universe for you and Den. Your little family deserves nothing but happiness.
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