All before you blink
Randomly I’ll come across of photos of me pregnant. Not the typical ones I see all the time, but like on Facebook there are some photos of me from my baby shower.
At first I react with surprize and confusion. Did I really look like that? Did I really have that big belly that I envy my co-worker so much for?
Soon as the surprize ebbs I feel sad it’s gone. I look with a heavy heart, remembering days past… trying to pull up the memories of how it actually felt, and feeling disappointed that they are fuzzier now, harder to remember.
But then… then I smile. I had it once – it really is possible. And I will get to experience it all again.
And I feel hope.
Oh Nat, you and Dev looked so beautiful. Hoping. . .
((HUGS))
Hope is the best thing we can possess in our lives. I’m glad you still have hope Nat. Lots of love!
hugs
I love this picture of you. I can’t wait to see you knocked up again! ;)
As a side note, I wonder why I kept my stupid sunglasses on my head. Ai yi yi.