Sick?
I think I am [getting] sick. My throat is scratchy and hurts when I swallow. Bugger.
From hopeful TTC, through infertility, IVF and the resulting pregnancy, this became a journal through grief and trying again after the loss of our first son, Devin, at 36 weeks. After multiple more IVF cycles we got pregnant with our second child, a little girl born healthy and alive in May of 2010. Our third child, a most unexpected surprise baby girl, was just born in June 2012!
Hope your feeling a bit better.
Hugs
xxx
Hi Natalie,
I have been reading your blog for a very long time and believe me it hurts me so much to read about your grief. You are in my prayers. I don’t want to talk about God to you at this point, since I know when we go through so much pain in life we stop believing in God. There is no logic to what happened and why God did this but I know for sure God will give you more in life than he has taken from you. It’s just a matter of time and everything will be fine and you will be pregnant again. Don’t be so hard on yourself and try to find things to keep you fully engaged maybe go and volunteer with some sick people. Seeing others misery sometimes makes us forget ours. Just remember my words that everything will be fine and few years down the line you will realize how strong life’s experiences have made you. You will emerge as a very strong person.
Best wishes,
Nasha