{"id":996,"date":"2008-01-12T04:23:37","date_gmt":"2008-01-12T09:23:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/ttc\/?p=996"},"modified":"2008-01-12T04:23:37","modified_gmt":"2008-01-12T09:23:37","slug":"changing-body","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=996","title":{"rendered":"Changing Body"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Okay what is with this? I hit the third trimester and whammo, my body freaks out on me. That&#8217;s really quite cruel, especially after I was saying how wonderful I was feeling and how I didn&#8217;t have X or Y. Ha! My body is so funny.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday the rib thing started. I have no idea if it&#8217;s temporary or not, and it&#8217;s not <i>constant<\/i>, but I am getting frequent little twinges in the right side of my ribs. It comes and goes. It&#8217;s not quite painful, but uncomfortable, like I need to stretch and rub my ribs. Just like someone is pushing on them in a weird way&#8230; hmm, wonder why. ;)<\/p>\n<p>I did have a good sleep without aches and pains though! I tried sleeping at first in my old favorite position of nearly being on my stomach, but with a pillow under my top leg&#8230; but I always sleep on my arm in that position and it was starting to fall asleep a little bit. I do think I fell asleep like that, though. I woke up in a totally different position&#8230; on my back, with that pillow under one side of my butt\/back so I was tilted at an angle&#8230; and one of the cats was curled up in the crook of my arm with his little head nestled under my chin. That arm was going numb a little bit but I had to just stay there for a while and cuddle with him. Awwwww. He&#8217;s usually a very pushy cat who likes to lay ON your face and step on my hair, so for him to curl up nicely like that is really very sweet! I do love my kitties.<\/p>\n<p>And the best part is that my hips weren&#8217;t hurting at all! Yippee! The last three nights I&#8217;ve been sleeping in &#8220;shifts&#8221;&#8230; I fall asleep in the evening at around 7 or 8pm, then wake up just after midnight. I&#8217;m awake for a few hours, I eat, pee, surf the internet, get up and walk around, then I go back to sleep for another 3-4 hours. Not really ideal in terms of getting decent sleep, but it does seem to help keep the stiffness at bay. I&#8217;m not really thrilled with falling asleep at my computer by 7pm though. But a large part of that is due to me having three very early mornings in a row. If I&#8217;m up early and don&#8217;t have a nap during the day I do tend to crash early. The reason I&#8217;m such a nighthawk normally is that I don&#8217;t get up until after 10am!<\/p>\n<p>Devin has still been doing that funny position, being at work today was really weird because it&#8217;s an odd pressure that makes me have to pee even though I don&#8217;t have to pee. Then when I got home and climbed into bed with my laptop I look down and notice my belly is way lopsided. Something large and round pushing out my right side. I called Den in to ask if I was nuts, but he saw it too right away. Then a few minutes later I felt movement and looked down to see my belly ROLL and the ride side push out even further! For some reason I just keep picture him shoving his butt up. lol Goodness that was funny\/weird. Den pointed out that it&#8217;s going to get a lot weirder as he grows!!<\/p>\n<p>::<\/p>\n<p>In the hospital for my midwife appointment today I saw at least one mama who was there for a NST. She was obviously due or overdue. I looked at her belly for a moment in wonder. It was a beautiful, perfect belly. Large, sure&#8230; but beautiful.<\/p>\n<p>I admit that, amid all the times where I feel so perfect and gorgeous and proud of my belly I think <i>how much bigger is it going to get in the next three months??<\/i> I know I&#8217;m not huge by any stretch, but it seems hard to wrap my brain around continuing to grow for 3 more months!<\/p>\n<p>But then I remind myself&#8230; all through this pregnancy it always seemed hard to picture myself in a month. And yet every time I get to the next &#8220;stage&#8221; it feels so normal and natural that I can&#8217;t really remember what it was like to feel any smaller. There&#8217;s really no sense worrying about how big I&#8217;m going to be&#8230; it will be what it is and I&#8217;m pretty sure that it will feel completely normal to me.<\/p>\n<p>::<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m still getting around remarkably well. I have a very obvious baby belly now, but, other than some minor difficulties (like bumping into things when I try to scoot past!) I&#8217;m not having any problems.<\/p>\n<p>I waddle&#8230; when my hips hurt in the early morning. Or if I have to pee really bad, lol. Other than that I&#8217;m just fine. I even jogged to my car today after my appointment (it was raining, and I can&#8217;t find my damn umbrella), no issue at all.<\/p>\n<p>I do have to bend\/lift differently than I used to&#8230; more of a wide-legged squat to make room for the belly. And it is certainly a little harder to get up than it used to be, a little more weight to push up! But still not much of an issue. I&#8217;m bending down to pick things up\/wipe something up all day at work and home.<\/p>\n<p>I do get winded more easily than I used to, though that&#8217;s been happening since my first trimester. Carrying things up and down the stairs at work causes me to get warm (I dress in layers so I can wear just a light shirt when I overheat!) and need to stop to breathe a bit. But it&#8217;s not like I&#8217;m going to keel over dead or anything, just a little winded. And the other funny thing is that as my belly grows larger it&#8217;s harder to carry things, because the belly kind of pushes whatever I&#8217;m carrying out further. It&#8217;s a little less stable than it used to be, lol. (And don&#8217;t worry, I don&#8217;t try to lift everything up at once!)<\/p>\n<p>::<\/p>\n<p>At work I felt that heavy pressure thing again and sure enough the middle of my belly was firm, some body part pressing against it. I went over to my supervisor and asked if she wanted to feel something funny&#8230; she seems quite awed by the whole thing (and a little grossed out at the same time, lol). She said, &#8220;Wow, your belly really is&#8230; pregnant!!&#8221; LOL! That cracked me up.<\/p>\n<p>Tuesday evening I had a meeting with my supervisor and boss. Now my boss is not one of those touchy feely types. She has no kids and doesn&#8217;t seem to display much interest in kids or babies. Polite interest, sure, but she is NOT one to fawn over babies or ask how I&#8217;m feeling or what&#8217;s new with the baby. Very matter of fact lady. So it surprized me when after the meeting we passed in the hallway as I was leaving and she patted my belly as she walked by and said, &#8220;Hee hee!&#8221; I was quite amused by that, it was just so unexpected from her.<\/p>\n<p>I am discovering that I don&#8217;t mind people touching my belly nearly as much as I thought I would. I&#8217;m normally very attached to my personal space and don&#8217;t like people invading it, even standing too close gets me a little anxious. But the belly? I am just so damn proud of it that I want to show it off. :D And it&#8217;s not like I&#8217;ve been groped or anything, people usually ask if I mind, then just pat it gently. That&#8217;s cool. I don&#8217;t mind that. :) Especially if they ask first.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Okay what is with this? I hit the third trimester and whammo, my body freaks out on me. That&#8217;s really quite cruel, especially after I was saying how wonderful I was feeling and how I didn&#8217;t have X or Y. Ha! My body is so funny. Yesterday the rib thing started. 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