{"id":96,"date":"2006-01-04T16:18:49","date_gmt":"2006-01-04T21:18:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/ttc\/?p=96"},"modified":"2006-05-06T04:37:08","modified_gmt":"2006-05-06T09:37:08","slug":"disappointment","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=96","title":{"rendered":"Disappointment"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m pretty bummed about messing this month up. I know there&#8217;s still a chance, but we could have &#8211; and should have &#8211; done a lot better job about BDing more frequently with O coming up. I got overconfident and lazy, I guess. Gar. But I really want a September baby. I don&#8217;t want an October baby. This sounds really stupid, but&#8230; my mom was born on October 29 and I don&#8217;t much fancy my baby being born at the same time. November is getting really close to christmas, Den wants to keep trying, I&#8217;m not so sure. We might end up taking just one month off (so we don&#8217;t have a baby AT christmas).<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m trying to convince myself that I&#8217;m <i>not<\/i> pregnant. I know this is silly, but&#8230; I feel like if I convince myself I&#8217;m not then I will be, but if I think I AM pregnant, I won&#8217;t be. Stupid, I know. But we don&#8217;t have a very good chance this month. I asked one of the admin\/advisor people at FF about how long sperm can survive in creamy CM and she said 24 hours. Which means if I did ovulate on the CD 12 there&#8217;s pretty much nill chance. But if I ovulated at CD 14 I still have a chance. It&#8217;s not great though. :(<\/p>\n<p>So much for my body behaving perfectly after the pill, huh? That&#8217;ll teach me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m pretty bummed about messing this month up. I know there&#8217;s still a chance, but we could have &#8211; and should have &#8211; done a lot better job about BDing more frequently with O coming up. I got overconfident and lazy, I guess. Gar. But I really want a September baby. I don&#8217;t want an [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[7],"class_list":["post-96","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-thoughts-and-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/96","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=96"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/96\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=96"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=96"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=96"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}