{"id":762,"date":"2007-08-01T07:56:20","date_gmt":"2007-08-01T11:56:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/ttc\/?p=762"},"modified":"2007-08-01T07:56:20","modified_gmt":"2007-08-01T11:56:20","slug":"and-the-fear-creeps-in","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=762","title":{"rendered":"And the fear creeps in&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This morning I got out of bed, sat at my computer&#8230; then *urrrppp* went running to the bathroom and yelled at Den to get out, get out! Yet again, no puking&#8230; just major tummy troubles.<\/p>\n<p>Later Den says to me, &#8220;Is this your version of morning sickness?&#8221; I hope not. Ugh.<\/p>\n<p>In other news&#8230; I&#8217;m starting to get flat out terrified about the ultrasound. It&#8217;s been moved from August 13th to August 16th due to clinic scheduling issues and those 3 days seem like a lifetime. I&#8217;m just so scared we&#8217;re going to get there and something will be wrong&#8230; that the heart won&#8217;t be beating.<\/p>\n<p>In a way I&#8217;m glad my stomach is in major upheaval &#8211; it at least lets me know that something is going on in there.<\/p>\n<p>Den&#8217;s going to be gone all next week and I&#8217;m going to have to find ways to distract myself. Books, I guess. And shopping.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m just scared. Please let everything be okay. Let the ultrasound show a beautiful little blob with a beating heart. Then maybe I will be able to breathe again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This morning I got out of bed, sat at my computer&#8230; then *urrrppp* went running to the bathroom and yelled at Den to get out, get out! Yet again, no puking&#8230; just major tummy troubles. Later Den says to me, &#8220;Is this your version of morning sickness?&#8221; I hope not. Ugh. In other news&#8230; I&#8217;m [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[57,7],"class_list":["post-762","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-pregnant","tag-thoughts-and-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/762","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=762"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/762\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=762"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=762"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=762"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}