It catches me at weird moments. Like just now, browsing my forums, my mind wanders to sigs and how I should update mine, it’s been the same for a year. Then my mind flickers over to the thought that I had a pregnancy ticker all ready to go for my sig. And it’s just a weird kind of double-thought, that I should be sitting right here, right now, pregnant… not still infertile. Not still going through IVF. I know the “should be”s will never help anything…. but it’s hard to not think them once in a while.<\/p>\n
I really want to get on with this cycle. The first one was all new and exciting. This one I’m just thinking come ON already!<\/i> Not like the birth control pill stage is all that exciting anyways, but I just want it to be retrieval and transfer already. I’m ready for a different outcome.<\/p>\n
Not much else is going on right now… at least not fertility-wise. I have a ton of work and projects to do, as usual… just staring at my pack of pills and thinking that I only have a week until lupron. Okay, a week and a half.<\/p>\n
But now I really need to get some sleep because if I go another night with less than an hour’s worth I will be very cranky.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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