{"id":683,"date":"2007-06-04T13:58:10","date_gmt":"2007-06-04T17:58:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/ttc\/?p=683"},"modified":"2007-06-04T13:58:10","modified_gmt":"2007-06-04T17:58:10","slug":"t-2-days","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=683","title":{"rendered":"T-2 Days"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>One morning down, one more to go. These are definitely going to be the two hardest days of the entire process. I have been pretty much fine until now&#8230; but knowing that I could possibly test now, but refusing to&#8230; and knowing that my beta is only two days away&#8230; is going to drive me crazy.<\/p>\n<p>I feel competely distracted. I&#8217;m here at work (cat place) today, where being distracted isn&#8217;t such a huge deal. But I have to go to my client&#8217;s tomorrow, and I just don&#8217;t know how I&#8217;m going to be able to function. I&#8217;m already all jittery because of the testing, but then I&#8217;m doing something new for the client that I&#8217;m not so certain is good enough, so that&#8217;s making me even more stressed out. I just hope hope hope everything goes really well tomorrow, or at least goes same as usual, nothing of note&#8230; or else I&#8217;m just going to burst into tears.<\/p>\n<p>I feel on the edge today, as it is. I just want to nap to escape everything. I was going through the photos on my phone today, and I got to some of the old ones of my dog when she was a pup and I very very nearly started crying. Why? I don&#8217;t freaking know. Obviously I&#8217;m closer to the edge than I thought.<\/p>\n<p>Shit. Just one more day to get through, right??<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>One morning down, one more to go. These are definitely going to be the two hardest days of the entire process. I have been pretty much fine until now&#8230; but knowing that I could possibly test now, but refusing to&#8230; and knowing that my beta is only two days away&#8230; is going to drive me [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[34],"class_list":["post-683","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-ivf1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/683","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=683"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/683\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=683"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=683"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=683"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}