{"id":606,"date":"2007-04-11T22:28:08","date_gmt":"2007-04-12T02:28:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/ttc\/?p=606"},"modified":"2007-04-11T22:28:08","modified_gmt":"2007-04-12T02:28:08","slug":"fears-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=606","title":{"rendered":"Fears"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I know it&#8217;s rediculous, but sometimes the last day or two I&#8217;ve caught myself thinking, <i>Maybe I&#8217;m pregnant right now?<\/i> I guess that hope never quite goes away, even at this stage.<\/p>\n<p>I am feeling a little nervous about the IVF&#8230;. a little fear. Both fear of what I&#8217;m going to have to go through, and the fear of failure. I&#8217;ve gotten the trigger shots before and I know it&#8217;s not that big a deal really, but yet it <i>is<\/i> a big deal. And the thought of going through it and ending up with nothing just has me crying already. I <i>have<\/i> to focus on the cloth diapers and the baby gear and all the stuff that I <i>will be using shortly<\/i>&#8230; I have to believe that this is going to work.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I know it&#8217;s rediculous, but sometimes the last day or two I&#8217;ve caught myself thinking, Maybe I&#8217;m pregnant right now? I guess that hope never quite goes away, even at this stage. I am feeling a little nervous about the IVF&#8230;. a little fear. Both fear of what I&#8217;m going to have to go through, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[34,7],"class_list":["post-606","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-ivf1","tag-thoughts-and-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/606","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=606"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/606\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=606"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=606"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=606"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}