{"id":522,"date":"2007-02-17T14:55:51","date_gmt":"2007-02-17T18:55:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/ttc\/?p=522"},"modified":"2007-02-17T14:56:23","modified_gmt":"2007-02-17T18:56:23","slug":"ugh","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=522","title":{"rendered":"Ugh"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The last couple of days have sucked&#8230;. AF is missing and not in that hopeful, <em>oooo I might be pregnant<\/em> kind of way. This is more of a <i>she&#8217;s f***ing with me just to piss me off<\/i> kind of way. I just want to get my next cycle started, that&#8217;s all. I know she&#8217;s coming. My cervix is low and wide open, I&#8217;ve been spotting for days, I&#8217;m cramping, and I tested BFN (at like 15dpo). I&#8217;m <i>not<\/i> pregnant&#8230; AF is just taking her sweet time starting.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday a group of us went out to celebrate BIL&#8217;s birthday. I said <i>screw it<\/i> and ordered myself two drinks over the course of the night. I am damn tired of thinking I&#8217;m pregnant and avoiding things in the 2ww and <i>never being pregnant<\/i>. So I had fun last night and didn&#8217;t think about it. Den said, &#8220;Well good.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I picked up my birth control pills yesterday. :sigh: I forget which one it&#8217;s called&#8230; Previfem I think? How depressing to be picking up birth control instead of some kind of fertility meds. Then again, I&#8217;m kind of glad not to be doing clomid again. Grrr.<\/p>\n<p>My stomach is acting up again. Yesterday I was on my way out the door when my stomach totally <i>rebelled<\/i> and I had to go running to the bathroom (not to puke). Ugh. This only happens during AF. Though this morning I might be feeling the after-effects of eating WAY too much food yesterday. Urp.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The last couple of days have sucked&#8230;. AF is missing and not in that hopeful, oooo I might be pregnant kind of way. This is more of a she&#8217;s f***ing with me just to piss me off kind of way. I just want to get my next cycle started, that&#8217;s all. I know she&#8217;s coming. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[7,8],"class_list":["post-522","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-thoughts-and-emotions","tag-ttc1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/522","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=522"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/522\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=522"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=522"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=522"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}