{"id":479,"date":"2007-01-13T21:28:01","date_gmt":"2007-01-14T01:28:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/ttc\/?p=479"},"modified":"2007-01-13T21:28:01","modified_gmt":"2007-01-14T01:28:01","slug":"wound-tight","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=479","title":{"rendered":"Wound Tight"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I think I am really on edge lately. Today I was just flying off the handle at everything &#8211; fought with hubby while making dinner, after listing off a bunch of irritations to him and sorting that out (he apologised for doing the irritating things). Sigh. I think it all comes back to the fact that I&#8217;m getting more and more tense about testing on monday. When you want something so bad&#8230; it just ties you up in knots waiting, wondering, worrying.<\/p>\n<p>Will this month be the one? Will I be lucky? This month feels even more desperate because I <i>really<\/i> want a September baby. A little bit of vanity (I was born in September).<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been trying to keep myself busy this week &#8211; I decided to start redoing the kitchen, starting with painting, so of course I&#8217;m all obsessed with paint colors and countertop samples. That&#8217;s making me cranky too (DH and I are disagreeing with pretty much everything), but in my mind it&#8217;s at least a distraction.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I think I am really on edge lately. Today I was just flying off the handle at everything &#8211; fought with hubby while making dinner, after listing off a bunch of irritations to him and sorting that out (he apologised for doing the irritating things). Sigh. I think it all comes back to the fact [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[7],"class_list":["post-479","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-thoughts-and-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/479","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=479"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/479\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=479"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=479"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=479"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}