{"id":454,"date":"2006-12-21T20:49:31","date_gmt":"2006-12-22T00:49:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/ttc\/?p=454"},"modified":"2006-12-21T20:57:39","modified_gmt":"2006-12-22T00:57:39","slug":"spotting-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=454","title":{"rendered":"Spotting"},"content":{"rendered":"

…. I have spotting. :( Perhaps getting a beta tomorrow will no longer be a problem.<\/p>\n

Edit: My head is a roiling mass right now. I want to post a long, frustrated, angry, upset entry, but it’s so muddled right now it wouldn’t make any sense and I’d probably look back tomorrow and think, “WTF was I thinking??” But I’m just sitting here clicking the same forums again and again to check for updates and letting my head try to muddle through it. This roller-coaster ride SUCKS, it absolutely SUCKS. I am completely at the mercy of my body and whatever spirits are out there putting me through this and I hate the feeling of helplessness more than anything in the world.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

…. I have spotting. :( Perhaps getting a beta tomorrow will no longer be a problem. Edit: My head is a roiling mass right now. I want to post a long, frustrated, angry, upset entry, but it’s so muddled right now it wouldn’t make any sense and I’d probably look back tomorrow and think, “WTF […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[8],"class_list":["post-454","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-ttc1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/454","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=454"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/454\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=454"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=454"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=454"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}