{"id":4131,"date":"2012-05-26T21:42:46","date_gmt":"2012-05-27T01:42:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=4131"},"modified":"2012-05-26T21:42:46","modified_gmt":"2012-05-27T01:42:46","slug":"40w4d-tapping-foot-impatiently","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=4131","title":{"rendered":"40w4d &#8211; Tapping foot impatiently"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>First pregnancy, a month early: &#8220;I have to sort all the baby clothes and get every piece of furniture set up and make sure the entire house is spotless before the baby even thinks of coming!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Third pregnancy, 2 days overdue: &#8220;Hon, if I go into labor tonight you&#8217;re going to have to buy cat food.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>::<\/p>\n<p>Luckily I don&#8217;t have to deal with it too very much &#8211; my circle knows better than to actually call me &#8211; but emails and messages asking if there is baby news gets quite old. If there was news, I&#8217;d have posted it. I am not exactly a secretive person. I&#8217;m also a FB addict so family will find out as soon as anything happens. Though my mom still reminds me not to forget to call her.<\/p>\n<p>::<\/p>\n<p>I am now 4 days overdue, but I am starting to have some more BH contractions, so that makes me think things are gearing up. It could be tonight or in 6 days, who knows, but I definitely feel better feeling something at all! This baby seems to be quite happy in there.<\/p>\n<p>My temper has gone downhill too. That&#8217;s not really a good thing, but I&#8217;m just tired and cranky. Kate was for most of the day a really good kid. Until evening. That&#8217;s when she decided that the best way to get attention from mama &#8211; even though daddy was there with her, playing and interacting &#8211; was to jump on me, slap me, throw things at me, and touch things I told her not to touch. I remained calm (for the most part), but inside my head is a voice shrieking &#8220;Just don&#8217;t touch me!! Stop it!!&#8221;  Grump grump. And then I feel bad because I want to spend time with her and I love her to death, but when she threw herself full-body on top of my belly while I was having a contraction, well, I just started a mental countdown until her bedtime.<\/p>\n<p>I feel very tired, very worn out. Doing pretty much anything exhausts me. It&#8217;s all I can do to keep the dishes washed, Kate&#8217;s dirty clothes in the hamper. Forget picking up toys and making sure the washer and dryer don&#8217;t have crap piled all over them. And anything requiring bending over makes me kind of nauseated and light-headed at the same time.<\/p>\n<p>I think I&#8217;m really moving into a mental space of &#8220;Want the baby on the outside now.&#8221; I want to meet her. I want to hold her.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>First pregnancy, a month early: &#8220;I have to sort all the baby clothes and get every piece of furniture set up and make sure the entire house is spotless before the baby even thinks of coming!&#8221; Third pregnancy, 2 days overdue: &#8220;Hon, if I go into labor tonight you&#8217;re going to have to buy cat [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4131","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4131","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4131"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4131\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4133,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4131\/revisions\/4133"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4131"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4131"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4131"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}