{"id":3903,"date":"2011-12-11T01:32:12","date_gmt":"2011-12-11T05:32:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=3903"},"modified":"2011-12-11T01:32:31","modified_gmt":"2011-12-11T05:32:31","slug":"theres-writing-and-then-theres-this","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=3903","title":{"rendered":"There&#8217;s writing, and then there&#8217;s&#8230;. this"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am a writer. I am. It comes easy to me, the words flowing out. I&#8217;ve done it for many years. I get a lot of positive comments about it.<\/p>\n<p>So why the hell does my head hurt so much when I&#8217;m trying to write a lab report for my bio class? It feels like I&#8217;m trying to squish my brain through a funnel. A very, very small funnel. Like one word drops out at a time on the other side, hard-fought and hard-won. And then I realize&#8230; it&#8217;s the wrong word.<\/p>\n<p>The exam, not worried about that at all. Concepts and understanding, no problems. Hell even essays aren&#8217;t too bad. But for some reason these reports are just torturous.<\/p>\n<p>Oh, did I mention it&#8217;s a group project? A group report. With three people. The other two sadly have a lot of other classes they are stressing out over. One seems to not read her email at all. Which really sucks, since we&#8217;re supposed to be figuring this all out by email. And pulling together a cohesive report. By Tuesday.<\/p>\n<p>It will all be over on Tuesday. Maybe then I&#8217;ll be able to sleep. Last night sucked, all hyped up on adrenaline, brain continuously nagging at sciency-report thoughts even when I sternly told it to shut up and go to sleep. Tonight is not looking much better.<\/p>\n<p>Damnit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am a writer. I am. It comes easy to me, the words flowing out. I&#8217;ve done it for many years. I get a lot of positive comments about it. So why the hell does my head hurt so much when I&#8217;m trying to write a lab report for my bio class? It feels like [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[572],"class_list":["post-3903","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-school"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3903","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3903"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3903\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3905,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3903\/revisions\/3905"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3903"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3903"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3903"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}