{"id":387,"date":"2006-11-05T23:42:13","date_gmt":"2006-11-06T03:42:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/ttc\/?p=387"},"modified":"2006-11-05T23:42:13","modified_gmt":"2006-11-06T03:42:13","slug":"the-anger-stage","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=387","title":{"rendered":"The Anger Stage"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ovulation must be coming up, my body is screaming “fertile!!” I told it to screw off, a whole lot of good “fertile” has done for us the last 12 cycles. I’ve taken a total of 2 tempertures this month so far. I just don’t care. I don’t care if we have sex, I don’t care when I ovulate beyond wanting to know when AF will be here so I can plan… but seeing how I ovulate very regularily on CD15 I’m not too concerned about that either.<\/p>\n

I feel less obsessed this month. I’m kind of coming to terms with the idea that kids might not happen very quickly, if at all. I know that’s a large leap to make, but when you have no idea what could be wrong and nothing seems to be working right you start considering all the possibilities. So I’ve dialed it back a bit.<\/p>\n

I’m still angry and resentful though. I find myself reading less and less pregnancy-related things. Some I’m okay with – but seeing more people announce pregnancies just gets harder and harder. I don’t want to deal with it anymore. I don’t want to have to put on my happy face.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ovulation must be coming up, my body is screaming “fertile!!” I told it to screw off, a whole lot of good “fertile” has done for us the last 12 cycles. I’ve taken a total of 2 tempertures this month so far. I just don’t care. I don’t care if we have sex, I don’t care […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[7],"class_list":["post-387","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-thoughts-and-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/387","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=387"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/387\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=387"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=387"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=387"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}