{"id":341,"date":"2006-10-03T01:26:17","date_gmt":"2006-10-03T05:26:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/ttc\/?p=341"},"modified":"2006-10-03T01:26:17","modified_gmt":"2006-10-03T05:26:17","slug":"in-the-limbo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=341","title":{"rendered":"In The Limbo"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been saying to myself and DH a lot lately &#8211; &#8220;We&#8217;re on cycle TWELVE.&#8221; Oh my gosh. It&#8217;s so depressing&#8230;. though not as bad as I thought it would be. Maybe I&#8217;ll freak out when we officially hit the one-year mark. Now I&#8217;m kind of looking forward to it &#8211; in that &#8220;let&#8217;s get this OVER with&#8221; kind of way. I&#8217;m tired of waiting. I want to find out what&#8217;s wrong and do something about it. I&#8217;m ready for the next stage, damnit. But cycle 12? TWELVE? God.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been spending a lot of time on my binder. I keep all my notes in my binder: all my charts, all my statistics (cycle length, ovulation days, etc), I keep notes of all my doctors visits since we started TTC, and I&#8217;ve just been working on the section for all my doctors&#8217; information. I&#8217;m putting together info on the RE clinic. I&#8217;ll probably be calling soonish to find out how long a wait I&#8217;d have to get an appointment&#8230; but I&#8217;m trying to wait until we get the SA results to make the appointment, since if the results are bad I&#8217;ll be making an appointment ASAP. If it&#8217;s good I may just call for info.<\/p>\n<p>I may go see my midwife again to keep her updated on our progress and discuss with her, though, I don&#8217;t know. I hate to pay $15 for no reason, but I feel like I should at least let her know where we&#8217;re at.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been saying to myself and DH a lot lately &#8211; &#8220;We&#8217;re on cycle TWELVE.&#8221; Oh my gosh. It&#8217;s so depressing&#8230;. though not as bad as I thought it would be. Maybe I&#8217;ll freak out when we officially hit the one-year mark. Now I&#8217;m kind of looking forward to it &#8211; in that &#8220;let&#8217;s get [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[7],"class_list":["post-341","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-thoughts-and-emotions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/341","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=341"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/341\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=341"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=341"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=341"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}