{"id":2914,"date":"2010-05-15T11:16:39","date_gmt":"2010-05-15T15:16:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=2914"},"modified":"2010-05-15T11:16:39","modified_gmt":"2010-05-15T15:16:39","slug":"emotions-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=2914","title":{"rendered":"Emotions"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/38weeks-window1.jpg\" alt=\"38weeks-window1\" title=\"38weeks-window1\" width=\"400\" height=\"600\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-2915\" srcset=\"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/38weeks-window1.jpg 400w, http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/38weeks-window1-200x300.jpg 200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t think I have ever felt as beautiful as I feel pregnant. I look at pictures of myself from even the beginning of this pregnancy and it&#8217;s not just a different person. It&#8217;s a different world. Not only have I become more in touch with myself, but more in touch with the world, with the mother earth. I <i>am<\/i> the mother earth. I embody serenity, contentment. I embody peace.<\/p>\n<p>In a way I wish I was more uncomfortable, more tired, more unhappy &#8211; because at least then I&#8217;d be ready to let this go. I am 38 weeks 3 days and I am still not ready. People laugh and joke with me about how close to the end I am, how I must be done with it and eager to move on. I go with it, telling a half-truth. I am ready to meet her, to know the ending of this particular chapter &#8211; but I am not ready to let go of <i>who I am<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>Den laughed at me as I walked by him today, laughed in that indescribably happy way he does when he sees me now. I struck a pose for him and pointed at the belly. &#8220;It&#8217;s my globe!&#8221; But isn&#8217;t it true in more ways than just physical looks. This is my world. She is my world. The galaxy on the cat&#8217;s collar, except I carry it in my center.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/38weeks-window2.jpg\" alt=\"38weeks-window2\" title=\"38weeks-window2\" width=\"400\" height=\"600\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-2916\" srcset=\"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/38weeks-window2.jpg 400w, http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/38weeks-window2-200x300.jpg 200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t think I have ever felt as beautiful as I feel pregnant. I look at pictures of myself from even the beginning of this pregnancy and it&#8217;s not just a different person. It&#8217;s a different world. Not only have I become more in touch with myself, but more in touch with the world, with [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[332],"class_list":["post-2914","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-preggo-belly"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2914","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2914"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2914\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2917,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2914\/revisions\/2917"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2914"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2914"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2914"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}