{"id":2800,"date":"2010-03-23T23:27:16","date_gmt":"2010-03-24T03:27:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=2800"},"modified":"2010-03-23T23:27:16","modified_gmt":"2010-03-24T03:27:16","slug":"love-frustration-expectation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=2800","title":{"rendered":"Love, Frustration, Expectation"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am 31 weeks. I have 9 weeks to go until my due date. 5 weeks until I hit that &#8220;last month&#8221; mark. That&#8217;s kind of key for me. That was the point I didn&#8217;t get to with Devin (he was stillborn at 35w5d), the month that I lost. It&#8217;s significant. I&#8217;m counting down.<\/p>\n<p>The husband and I are getting along really well throughout this house remodel, except when he says the wrong words, then we aren&#8217;t getting along well at all. I tend to hover at the edge of tears &#8211; minutes after laughing and smiling happily, gleefully. <i>What did you say?? WELL FINE. I&#8217;LL GO DOWNSTAIRS AND CRY.<\/i> Husband has, I am certain, contemplated running away. Or maybe boarding me up in a padded room. I love him. Most of the time. (It&#8217;s the hormones, I swear.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am 31 weeks. I have 9 weeks to go until my due date. 5 weeks until I hit that &#8220;last month&#8221; mark. That&#8217;s kind of key for me. That was the point I didn&#8217;t get to with Devin (he was stillborn at 35w5d), the month that I lost. It&#8217;s significant. I&#8217;m counting down. The [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[434,433,97,435],"class_list":["post-2800","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-hormones","tag-husband","tag-love","tag-weeks-left"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2800","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2800"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2800\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2801,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2800\/revisions\/2801"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2800"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2800"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2800"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}