I know part of it is being among a bunch of women in their first trimester. But it’s more than that. There has been so much bad news lately. Some from people I just “met” online a couple of weeks ago, whom I know nothing about. In large due date clubs you unfortunately learn to expect miscarriages… it’s far too frequent. Now is the time that the “normal” pregnancies start having their first appointments, first check-ups…. and sadly some of them do not come home with good news.<\/p>\n
But just as many have been with friends, people I’ve known since I lost Devin, since before I even conceived Devin. And those, those are rocking my world right now. Women who have already lost babies<\/i>. I know loss is horrible no matter what, but fuck, how many times do some people need to go through it? Early labor, chromosomal defects, no heartbeat, blighted ovum…. shit, so many fucking things. I have sobbed for people I don’t even really talk to.<\/p>\n
I am paranoid as hell today. I cling to good news like an anchor.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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