Thank goodness we got to see the gummi bear today, or it would have just been an all over not-fun day. I felt so sick – and not just nausea. I know that digestion slows when you’re pregnant, plus everything’s shifting around in there… well it’s been a while, and I was very stopped up. Things today were not pleasant. The ultrasound also clearly shows my ovaries being squished to a more oblong-than-round shape and being pressed towards my back, oh I can feel those. I don’t think they were still this big when I was pregnant with Devin… they most certainly were not this sensitive.<\/p>\n
I most definitely feel pregnant. I feel very, very pregnant. And I’m totally thrilled and in acceptance about that. But seeing the baby on the monitor… it’s a little unreal. I just want to stare and stare and try to convince myself that it’s really in there… in me<\/i>. With Devin I walked into every ultrasound fully confident that there was a baby, it was okay, and I was happily carrying it. Now there’s a separation. I know that pregnancy does not necessarily equal baby. My brain has allowed myself to fully latch on to the pregnancy part, but is much more reticent to accept this idea of a baby.<\/p>\n
It’s only 9pm but I think I need to go to bed in order to be even halfway functional tomorrow.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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