{"id":2057,"date":"2009-07-16T22:50:21","date_gmt":"2009-07-17T02:50:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=2057"},"modified":"2009-07-16T22:50:21","modified_gmt":"2009-07-17T02:50:21","slug":"laptops-and-books","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=2057","title":{"rendered":"Laptops and Books"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I got a new laptop this week. (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.shopping.hp.com\/webapp\/shopping\/computer_can_series.do?storeName=computer_store&#038;category=notebooks&#038;a1=Brand&#038;v1=HP+HDX&#038;series_name=HDX16t_series\">This one<\/a>&#8230; with many upgrades. 2.5ghz dual-core processor; 320gb 7200rpm hard drive; 4gb RAM; 512gb GeForce vid card; bluray drive; 16:9 ultra-glossy 1080p screen.) Well, it arrived this week&#8230; I ordered it last week, alongside a very hefty panic attack. I am so nervous about big decisions, especially when it comes to spending hefty amounts of money.<\/p>\n<p>It arrived yesterday and I have been tinkering with it. It&#8217;s running Vista at the moment, though when the time comes I&#8217;ll get a free upgrade to Windows 7. It also has a very different screen than my previous two laptops: they were 14 inch standard screens, this one is a 16 inch ultra-wide screen with high-def resolution. It is a major change, and the main reason I was so anxious. Because of these two major differences, unlike my other new computers I have not started with loading over all of my previous &#8220;stuff&#8221; and settings exactly as-is. I have so many customized settings in my XP computers it&#8217;s a little crazy. Oh, and it&#8217;s a different brand than my previous two laptops, so the keyboard is all different. It has a numberpad on the side, too. Compared to my old computers this is just so utterly different&#8230; so I tinker.<\/p>\n<p>One thing is for certain: it is a gorgeous, gorgeous laptop &#8211; both in looks and in specs. A few of the little things are making me giddy. The screen is glossy, which I know will be a bit hellish in an office environment, but at home where I usually am it is lovely just lovely. The keyboard seems to be treating me well, my fingers are quickly finding their places, and having a full numberpad is such a luxury. This ultra-wide screen allows me to open a large web browser window, see my program icons on the left, and have my messenger open on the right&#8230; nothing crowded, everything visible. I <i>really<\/i> get giddy when I think about doing work in Photoshop with this much landscape. Doing anything on the 1024 res was extremely frustrating. It feels like I just got a huge desk delivered, so I can spread out all my stuff. Glorious, just glorious.<\/p>\n<p>The res being what it is &#8211; 1920, in case you&#8217;re wondering &#8211; the thing that I was most worried about was being able to read text. It&#8217;s not aweful, but at the same time I could feel myself leaning towards the screen as I read blogs and forums. Not ideal. I cringe at the thought of changing the screen DPI or in any way messing with the overall layout&#8230; but I have discovered that there&#8217;s a nifty FireFox add-on that allows you to zoom in &#8211; not just increase the text size (which makes things squishy and ruins designs), but blows up the whole page bigger. I&#8217;m running at 120% and it seems perfect! This way all the rest of windows is small and unobtrusive, I have a ton of space, and yet everything I read or see in my browser is at a standard, easily readable size. I am freaking <i>thrilled<\/i> at this solution&#8230; I really thought I&#8217;d have to choose one or the other.<\/p>\n<p>For all the frustrations that my work and clients can give me, it has allowed me this. I don&#8217;t make much, but enough that I can spoil myself with a beautiful new laptop every 4 years. LOL (Yes&#8230; I&#8217;m a web designer\/programmer who survives on one new computer every 4 years. I take <i>very<\/i> good care of my computers. I have to.)<\/p>\n<p>Oh yes, I think I&#8217;m in love.<\/p>\n<p>::<\/p>\n<p>I once was an avid book reader. I spent my high school years buried in books &#8211; socially awkward, shy and bored in class, my books were my escape. I was the picture-perfect straight-A student, but I frequently got reprimanded for reading through lectures and discussions. Mostly Fantasy, but I would read almost anything.<\/p>\n<p>I got so busy during college, and I developed some actual social skills. Mainly online, but still &#8211; given the choice I would rather spend my time interacting with people than lost in a book. I couldn&#8217;t seem to devote the time that my books required of me. Somewhere in between school, moving, getting married and becoming an adult I stopped reading altogether. I&#8217;ve been worried about this ever since. Did I just lose the desire, the interest? Did I lose some capability? Or was it just not who I was anymore?<\/p>\n<p>While stuck in Washington, DC during my travels I spent a long time at the gift shop, hovering over the books, evaluating, and finally settled on one. I read most of it on the plane, and finished it the next night when I should have been sleeping. Then I bought another book, and read half of that on the return flight. Today I went to the book store and bought three more books from the series.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t say that the series is the best I&#8217;ve ever read. It&#8217;s good, it&#8217;s satisfying. But there&#8217;s a lot more to it than that, I realized. I <i>want<\/i> to read. Suddenly I realized: here is the timesink I&#8217;ve been searching for&#8230; a way to hide away from the world and all its frustrations, to occupy and distract my mind while I sit around waiting. I read while my flight was delayed out on the tarmac; I should read while my life is delayed.<\/p>\n<p>I think a big part of my aversion to reading these past few years is that I was so busy on the other things in my life&#8230; I didn&#8217;t want to miss out on things because of my books. And I would have. Reading to me is an addiction&#8230; once I start I tend not to stop. I ignore everything around me. I get very angry at interruptions, I forget to eat, and I don&#8217;t go to sleep until my eyesight gets too blurry. On one hand I have to try to curb that&#8230; but on the other, I&#8217;m not so sure I mind an obsession like that right now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I got a new laptop this week. (This one&#8230; with many upgrades. 2.5ghz dual-core processor; 320gb 7200rpm hard drive; 4gb RAM; 512gb GeForce vid card; bluray drive; 16:9 ultra-glossy 1080p screen.) Well, it arrived this week&#8230; I ordered it last week, alongside a very hefty panic attack. 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