{"id":1962,"date":"2009-06-05T23:14:35","date_gmt":"2009-06-06T03:14:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1962"},"modified":"2009-06-06T22:43:37","modified_gmt":"2009-06-07T02:43:37","slug":"i-forgot","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/?p=1962","title":{"rendered":"I forgot&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yes, I forgot to post about the appointment on Wednesday morning. It was pretty standard&#8230; blood draw, wait, into exam room to wait some more. My stomach was all kinds of upset, as is usual when I have to sit naked in an exam room.<\/p>\n<p>The ultrasound tech had a Resident with her, which isn&#8217;t a big deal to me. But she was being more thorough than usual to show her what things look like, etc. She turned on the blood flow view of the ultrasound&#8230; I could see a couple of small marks of red. Something in my gut jumped, because that was the view I remember them turning on at Devin&#8217;s last ultrasound, when they turned it on to look for blood flow and found only a few spots, instead of a pulsing beacon like there should be. The moment of remembrance was over quickly, and then I very very briefly panicked, wondering what the heck she was looking at, was something wrong? But then I heard her tell the Resident that there was nothing of note, not like she expected anything, but it&#8217;s good to check. Always good to rattle me.<\/p>\n<p>My uterus looked&#8230; thick. She measured it at a 12 triple layer, and said out loud, &#8220;Can&#8217;t get any better than that!&#8221; So at least we know my uterus is cushy and happily waiting for an embryo. No issues there &#8211; not that there ever has been.<\/p>\n<p>The u\/s tech chatted briefly with me in the hall before I left. She said I look good, considering that I&#8217;m standing there in that hall yet again. I smiled. It happened once, it&#8217;ll happen again, I said. She is so nice &#8211; she&#8217;s the kind of tech who is very gentle, very knowledgeable about her job, and remembers you. Every time I go in she knows not just where I&#8217;m at in my current cycle, but she remembers that I&#8217;m prone to overstimming and that my problem is egg maturity.<\/p>\n<p>I got the call later that day that my transfer is scheduled for 11am on Tuesday.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m still so nervous, though. Only one embryo in storage&#8230; and my luck has proven to suck in the biggest way. I&#8217;m terrified that it&#8217;s not going to survive thaw &#8211; I don&#8217;t know the survival rate on day 6 frozen embryos. If I can get to transfer with a live, beautiful embryo, then maybe I&#8217;ll start breathing again a little bit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yes, I forgot to post about the appointment on Wednesday morning. It was pretty standard&#8230; blood draw, wait, into exam room to wait some more. My stomach was all kinds of upset, as is usual when I have to sit naked in an exam room. The ultrasound tech had a Resident with her, which isn&#8217;t [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":71,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[123,63],"class_list":["post-1962","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-fet2","tag-ultrasound"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1962","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/71"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1962"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1962\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1964,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1962\/revisions\/1964"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1962"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1962"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lunardreams.net\/baby\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1962"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}